7/23-1

i’m going to try to become a bit of a person again, so that means another 365.
i’m not going to pretend it hasn’t been hard. i’m not going to pretend that i haven’t found some solace. my father passed away. shit like that is difficult and it hurts and i have days where i look at something and cry, and i have days where i am so so happy.
a 365 will help, and i’m ready to finish it this time. so here’s to renewal in the middle-end of july.

(Source: 1000drawings)

brushing up on my irish accent because of reasons; send me videos of people talking in the accent, yeah?

pryzstowski:

levanna:

This is IT.

Important

pryzstowski:

levanna:

This is IT.

Important

(Source: elusivelyshani)

It’s okay to have troubles it’s okay to struggle it’s okay to not want to
it’s okay to cry for you it’s okay to weep for you it’s okay to not want to do either
it’s okay to want to see the ocean so bad it hurts your chest it’s okay to want to do something you’re not sure what so bad it hurts all over
It’s okay to love your job but not want to go it’s okay to go to work and be happy you went
it’s okay to spend a day in pajamas it’s okay to eat bad
it’s okay to do what you’re doing now because mourning is so so hard

(Source: eggsackley)

I like this place.
And willingly could waste my time in it.

William Shakespeare, As You Like It II.IV (via takeyourcue)

(Source: dailyshakespeare)

you’re moving in with me and
I’m rearranging my room and
I have a better job so
I don’t really have to do the one that
makes me unhappy and
I’m in California so
I go to bed sick because
My diet stays in oregon and
I hate myself for it but
That’s not at the top of
My list of hates so
I eat more and
Feel worse and
I thought I didn’t eat when I’m sad but
This trip proves otherwise unless
I’m not sad about it but
I am sad about it because
I catch my reflection and
My eyes are ringed red and
They shine like like like
I can’t think of a good simile and
I never write anymore.
3:25 pm on June 19;
I’m pretending it’s not all about that.
He wouldn’t want it
To be all about him.

this is it this is it this is it
how do we cope with anything

Posted 1 month ago | Reblog
Tags #personal #writing 
sass because it doesn’t count until december.

sass because it doesn’t count until december.

and i am doing it early for you,
so you could see me.
but our timing is still wrong.
you’re not here
and i couldn’t care less about this
because you’re not here.
a cheap snapshot
and filmed moments-
bullshit.
because you’re dying in that place
and i am putting on mascara
and a cap
and a gown
and cords that show i’m second best
all for you.
happy commencement,
and may the odds be ever in your favour.

Posted 1 month ago | Reblog
Tags #personal #asofterworld 
therealstephanien:

we ended with laughter.

therealstephanien:

we ended with laughter.

i am worn to bits and considering culinary school instead.

nevver:

Collecting My Thoughts

nevver:

Collecting My Thoughts